Dreams,

What is a dream actually…??
Well, the dictionary says that a dream is a series of mental images and emotions occurring during sleep.
Surely such a sophisticated definition that is hard for me to comprehend.
Well, I guess that is how the experts define the word ‘a dream’..they know better, right?
Anyway, I dreamt about him last nite…Jean Valjean.
I remember it so clearly…my dream.
I remember walking alone in this cold night, it was quiet and dark.
As walked down the empty street with this dim light of street lamp, from distant I saw this figure walking towards me, but I couldn’t see his face.
As he got closer, I started to recognize him, from his figure, the clothes he was wearing and the way he walked. I knew it instantly that it was him.
I stopped under the street light and he walked closer. And there he was, standing in front of me.
I haven’t seen him in quite some time now, but he looked exactly like I have always remembered him.
He asked me for direction, I showed him and then he just walked away without saying another word.
I stood there watching his back as he walked away and vanished into thin air.
When I woke, I couldn’t help but thinking about it.
I kept asking myself..”How is it possible?”.
I found it strange coz I haven’t thought about him for some time now and that I have came to the point where I was sure that leaving him was the right thing to do.
I came to believe that he was not my future and that he was not the one for me.
I could no longer picture myself being with him, anywhere in the future.
It was just too impossible.
Now, I had this dream and I don’t know how to explain it to myself what it meant.
Do I subconsciously still thinking about him?
Suddenly I felt pathetic…

“Dreams are the answers to questions that we haven't yet figured out how to ask.”
Fox Mulder Quotes